Work or Not Work

I guess...in a way...the management has kinda realise my reluctancy at work. Therefore, asked me in to the office for 'kopi' frm 12.30pm -5pm!!! I juz kept mst to myself and oni said wen the qns were posted too many times. Thats wen they started asking, whether I m still interested in working.

I jammed. If i say yes...i may prob hav to pay the penalty of the contract and plus, recession, may took me 3mths before i land myself to work. Saying no, no penalty but it will make me a very unhappy person.
Ans?? no, i said no. I had a serious talk my joe. Confessing out all my anger frm start or before the 1st day of work. Y??? Cause I no longer have the interest in sales. Yes...it makes big bucks, but no....I dn like lying too much, I dn like to came out new strategies to help the management and get backstab, I wana sumtin that i can work freely on, anytime...anywhere. Call me lazy.

Watever......

There are ppl who doesn't mind the 10-14hrs of work, they see a prospect in there, I do too. however, 10-14hrs....can kill me. I m a person...whom as i said before needed alot of space. Without that, I will becum a very dull...dull...unimaginable stupid person. I don't want to work for the sake of workin.

Plus...though i was given a jobscope on my position bt the culture is still diff compare to the previous one i worked on. I dn't no how to build a rapport with clients without sitting down and hav a 5mins chat with them b4 their facial. I dn no how to convince a client without givin a analysis base on professionalism, and to ask me to blend into it within a month...seriously, i ain't that smart afterall.
Hence, I inform my boss this afternoon, to tell her may as well change my position to Customer Service Officer cum Telemarketer (since i m better at it) and frm there start to understand the work flow and build rapport with clients.
*Request pending*

Haiz....better start reading the classfied again. This time, no sales, even if it is, then make it a commercial sales rather than the saloon one.