New Look= New start!!!

Shorthly after I mourn over my fail r/s. I smacked my head lightly...''Wake up!! stop the emo!!'' Updated my resume, send 5 resumes. . . Did abit of errands and headed my way down to the nearest hair saloon...NEW HAIR CUT FOR A NEW DAY!!! Woot!!!

I told the hairdresser....Give me a bang!! New hair colour!!! My hair is screamin for treatment!!!
He nodded with surprised guess I (as usual) is over frendly. He started giving a pre dye treatment around 5pm....dye....treatment again...by the time he started snipping my hair...its like 8plus. Gosh....thats long....My concentrations has looses its determination to keep me awake and i m swingin my head from left to right as if theres no spine supporting its balance.

8.45pm...I was shock by my new look! slang fringe, shoulder length hair...I almost couldn't recognise the person i m staring at the mirror...That's me...no longer the wild and flamobyant look nor expression..I m like 2yrs younger. happy?? I dn no...but at least it kept me busy rather thn drifttin my attention to my sorrows. I kant wait any longer...its takin me forever to finished the cut. I interrupted the hairdresser, tellin that i m runnin late. Paid and poof*

Went home, change, rush down the sky...Everyone was givin compliment on my new look saying that i look mor lively, fresher, innocent...lol~

I am goin to keep myself busy....in order to recover and not deludin myself in sorrows and tears. Tomorrow...goin to Flo's hs...We are havin pasta!!!! I am helpin up before bringin the yum yum down to sky. Befor that...I will be busy sending resume and cleanin my toliet. If theres spare, I will treatin myself with a D.I.Y. body spa.

Thursday, will be interview and steamboat day!!! yipee!!!
Friday, JB day!!! makan and shopping!!!!
Sat, pool and movie day!!!!
Sun, brain storming day!!!

At least...for this week, I will be occupied. Still haven log into msn...yap one time today, juz to change the pm b4 i logged out again.

Hopefully...I will not be havin any dreams of her...no...its not hate...I realised tat watever happens I kant get myself angry or upset with her for mor thn a day. I dn wana to find out whos rite and wrong in this issue anymore...Its no longer important to me. She hated me. That's all I knew.

I just hav to move on painfully yet with determination tat i will not fall again.